I don’t know how to play it cool.
I don’t know how to hide what I’m thinking.
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Updated 6 years ago,May 14, 2019
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Mack Johns
I have low self-esteem.Its hard for me to take compliments seriously especially when theyre about my looks.
I have trouble believing anyone would ever find me attractive.
Even when someone is giving me a million signals theyre interested in me, I decide Imustbe imagining things.
I am soft, gooey, and emotional.It doesnt take much to hurt my feelings.
I get my heart bruised like a peach.
Its hard not to care.
I read too much into every little detail.I overanalyze texts and tones.
Even if I had a nice time with someone, I cant leave well enough alone.
Ill trigger the conversation through my head again and again and again to see if theres something I missed.
I dont know how to play itcool.I dont know how to hide what Im thinking.
I can never come off asmysteriousorlow-keybecause every emotion is written across my face.
I get attached easily.It doesnt take much for me to fall for someone.
They could simply hold the door open for me and Ill be smitten.
Anyone who gives me the slightest amount of attention will immediately be placed on a pedestal.
Im a sucker for kindness.
I suck at small talk.My idea of flirting is making eye contact with someone cute and hopingtheyapproachme.
I rarely make the first move because I have nothing to say.
Initiating conversations is an art Ive never been able to master.
Im a workaholic.I dont have much spare time in my schedule to go out on dates.
Ive made work my priority, which means love has been pushed to the background.
I let them choose movies and restaurants.
I act like anything is fine with me so that make them happy.
Im a planner.I have a rough timegoing with the flow.
I want to know what the week has in store for me ahead of time.
I dont like to set up plans at the last second.
Im not as spontaneous as most dates would like me to be.
It talks me out of flirting.
It encourages me to stay home.
It makes it harder for me to find love.
