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Updated 4 years ago,September 28, 2021
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Desperately trying to find the perfect job.
And also to find yourreal passion.You are struggling to figure out what youreallywant to do in your life.
Alivia Latimer
You have the standards of your ideal job and you work hard to get it.
Anxious about going broke or being in a bad place financially.
You fully realize that you cant always rely on your parents and family to support your needs.
You start to count your expenses and make a priority list so you can be financially independent.
Being suspicious of other people.
Because you know that you cant trust everyone.
Right now, you know exactly who has a sincere heart and vice versa.
Having your heart extremely and painfully broken.
At first, those heart breaks will make you afraid to fall in love again.
But as time goes by, you start to let things happen the way they should.
Questioning your spirituality and the universe.
Realizing that you have personal issues to be fixed.
And you realize that no one is perfect anyway.
Thus, you will try your best to be better each day without pushing yourself too hard.
You feel damaged, but you start to learn how to accept and love your own flaws.
You know exactly that you are your own enemy and you start to control those toxic thoughts.
Being afraid to get out of your comfort zone.
Despite the fact that its hard and terrifying, you still look for new opportunities and chances.
You understand that you shouldnt settle for less.
Admitting your mistakes and bad decisions.
Because thats the only way for you to move on with your life.
You start to forgive yourself and look for solutions instead of blaming someone else.
You will feel stupid after admitting your bad decisions, but you feel relieved at the same time.
Feeling guilty because you put yourself first.
You understand that you cant always yo everyone and you start to notice thatbeing self-centered is sometimes necessary.
Realizing that you are all alone.
You know that nobody could save you but yourself.
