You’re desperate for a change.
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Updated 8 years ago,July 12, 2017
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Youre not passionate about what youre doing.
Etienne Boulanger
Youre only doing it because you dont want to letdown the people who believe in you.
It has become your responsibility to put other peoples happiness before yours.
You care more about their criticisms than the voice thats living inside of you.
Youre desperate for a change.
You dont make a change, so you wait for it.
Youre waiting for the right time when you have enough bravery, enough money, enough maturity.
Etienne Boulanger
Youre waiting for something big to happen, some sort of sign that tells you its okay to jump.
Youre scared to take a risk because youre afraid to face the unknown.
You cant recall how many times youve said to yourself that you feel suffocated where you are.
Theres nothing around you thats giving you the inspiration to keep going.
You cant find connections with the people around you.
You dont feel like you belong with the people that you see every day.
And you know that they arent the ones who can help you reach your fullest potential.
You havent found your home yet.
You cant find magic in the city where you live in, no matter how hard you try.
You know youre meant somewhere bigger and brighter, but you feel paralyzed to make a move.
Youre not sure whether leaving is the right thing to do.
Youre frightened that youre going to fail once you leave your comfort zone.
But youll never know whats out there if you wont take the first step out of your door.
You cant wait for the day to end.
You feel trapped and suffocated in your situation.
You constantly daydream because thats the only way it’s possible for you to escape your reality.
Because you already know the answer, which is: you simply arent happy.
You cant force yourself to smile when your heart feels dead.
Youre aware that its only you who can ultimately make yourself happy.
You barely live in the present.
You wonder what your future looks like.
You imagine the kind of friends that you will meet.
You think about quitting a lot.
When quitting keeps popping up in your head, thats when you know its time to leave.
Youre leading a life that you dont want.
you might already see that youre only wasting your time living a life that youre not proud of.
you’re free to taste the bitterness of how things are going to end.
you might hear the voice in your head that tells you its not going to work out.
you’re able to smell the defeat getting stronger and stronger with each step that you make.
