We spent any apartment time wearing just our underwear and standing in front of the fan.
3.The fact that Ive become much more socially selective in my late twenties.
And by socially selective I mean Im a loner.
Kendra Syrdal
I dont hang out with that many people and keep to myself more than I used to.
I think I used to give off social butterfly and wild child vibes…whatever that may mean.
It sort of just is what it is.
And how insecure that makes me feel.
5.The dry out Im currently doing.
And how it feels embarrassing to call sobriety/not drinking…boring.But it is.
And Ill never show on Instagram how sometimes…that worries me.
8.That I really only see my family once, maybe twice a year.
And Im starting to worry that the only reason Ill see them more often is if someone dies.
Its simultaneously depressing and stressful and panic-inducing when youre a worrier like me.
But I didnt call to complain about it because like, mistakes happen?
I love my friends, and I just hope they love me back.
12.The way my stomach looks when I sit down.
And how uncomfortable Ive always been in my own skin.
