Beating myself up over things I can’t control.
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Updated 7 years ago,December 9, 2017
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Beating myself up over things I cant control.
Thinking its the end of the world when I make a mistake.
Gossiping about exes or ex friends behind their backs.
Chasing men who want nothing to do with me and have made that clear.
Its never going to work out in the way youve played it out in your head.
Entering into almost relationships.
Its a waste of time.
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I repeat, its a waste of time.
Giving a fuck about what people say about me.
Ignoring my parents advice.
(They will always be right).
Not following my gut instincts.
Not having a second slice of cake or a second plate of dinner when I want it.
Throwing myself pity parties whenever things dont go my way.
What am I, five years old?
Telling myself Im unlovable.
Telling myself I will never find love again.
Not getting out of my comfort zone enough.
Why not buy that plane ticket?
Why not go skydiving?
Life is too short to not make the most of it.
Caring about gaining or losing a few pounds.
In the end, why the heck does it matter so much?
Letting a mediocre male dictate how I feel about myself.
Its never cute and its always a mistake.
Not loving myself enough.
Despite all the flaws and mistakes.
