“My innocence was lost to a female cousin who was responsible for babysitting and protecting me.”
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Updated 8 years ago,October 19, 2017
1.
I was drugged, so I dont remember any of it.
Peter Hershey
I was drugged, so I dont remember any of it.
Im ok, but I have a very very low opinion of the Philadelphia police.
Totally uninterested in anything I had to say.
Mihai Surdu
But Ive moved on and Im living a very happy life.
Tapprunner
2.
My mom always told me, When you go door-to-door, take your big sister with you.
I broke that rule once, and it was a mistake.
I had gone down to the end of the block to sell some bars to my friends mom.
When I left, I saw that the house on the other side of street had their lights on.
My sister and I had tried there the day before but no one was home.
Oh, goody, I had a chance to sell an extra bar or two!
I explained about the bars for sale.
She told me, Oh look how cute you are!
Listen, if you come inside, Ill give you an extra special treat for your team.
I was so excited that I went inside thinking it would be a big help to my team.
Once inside, she started caressing my back and telling me how handsome I was.
When she pulled my shirt off, I completely froze in the moment and couldnt do anything.
She took this as a good sign.
She smelled it on me and somehow just knew it.
What was wrong with me that it didnt sound so awesome?
And… it sounds insane.
That lures in little children?
Im not doing so good these days.
But I am in therapy.
meditativebicycling
3.
My innocence was lost to a female cousin who was responsible for babysitting and protecting me.
It happens to boys.
Anyone who says otherwise can fuck right off.
My innocence was lost to a female cousin who was responsible for babysitting and protecting me.
I, as a little boy, was stimulated and she asked me to put it inside of her.
(I could get erect but at least I was still too young to come).
The family never sees each other anymore anyways.
I dont really trust anyone to get close anymore.
But all in all Im OK day to day and reasonably balanced.
I hope you find your own peace.
tempusers
4.
He weighed much more than I did and I physically could not push him off.
Im a straight male, for context.
About ten years ago while on a college break I went to aSt.
Pattys Dayhouse party with a bunch of my closest high school friends.
None of us drank in high school, so we were laughing at ourselves while exchanging college drinking stories.
Im sitting down at the time and he proceeds to sit on my lap.
Meanwhile all my friends are laughing at the situation as I struggle to free myself.
The whole thing was incredibly bizarre but obviously, I felt very violated.
I told my friends they were assholes and they waved it off what?
its funny, not a big deal, chill out.
I think about it whenever this stuff gets brought up.
Imbris2
5.
I got threatened with rape on an hourly basis.
It was generally the worst six months of my life.
rustyshackleford8
6.
Ive had older women grab my butt multiple times.
Super weird and uncomfortable and I feel bad for girls because it seems much more common on your end.
surfyturkey
7.
I was really uncomfortable and also kind of scared of the guy.
I didnt post the #metoo because I have never told anyone and its been so many years.
I played it cool and tried not to encourage him, but he was borderline aggressive sometimes.
I was really uncomfortable and also kind of scared of the guy.
continuousBaBa
8.
I had a girl grab my crotch and wouldnt let go until I threatened to hit her.
After she told me that, she let go and just walked off.
I still have no idea who that girl was.
She was fairly attractive as well, so it wouldnt have helped the situation had I actually defended myself.
Dropkeys
9.
He leans over, grabbing me on both sides, and gives me a kiss on my shoulder.
I was a 24-year-old male at the time.
Im pretty uncomfortable now and then he asks if I ever thought about mens cocks.
He gets confused about what Im getting on about.
Then he leans over, grabbing me on both sides, and gives me a kiss on my shoulder.
GreenShield42
10.
Sexual misconduct by a doctor.
Sexual misconduct by a doctor.
He left me alone in the room so I could become erect.
Then he returned and used a vibrator to make me fully firm.
He then took some measurements with plastic rulers.
He said that he needed to do this to take reference measurements to see if my condition is worsening.
I have no idea what measurements he took because I was frankly overwhelmed by the experience.
For him to look at my erection didnt seem completely implausible.
After all, I couldnt see a problem unless I was erect.
Getting me fully firm, well that was stretching my credibility.
And when he kept going until I ejaculated, that just didnt make sense.
They assumed that I was trying to share some homosexual fantasy I had created.
Nobody believed that a urologist would act in this way.
throwaway12throwaway
11.
The first thing she says is, I did not rape you.
You just hooked up with an uggo.
It was my birthday.
One of my friends brought this lady along who seemed alright at first but was extremely…aggressive.
Like the jot down of person who enjoyed picking fights and getting loud for no reason.
I was drunk at this point and since she kept buying, I kept agreeing.
Terrified of having an accidental kid).
I passed out a moment later.
I woke up to hard knocks on my apartment door.
I was hungover, like really hungover.
I answer the door in my haziness and its my friend and that Aggro Lady.
Immediately she bursts into my apartment and starts to explain the night prior.
The first thing she says is, I did not rape you.
Confused, I went back to lay down and the two of them followed me into my room.
Finally, I yelled for them to leave and they did.
My roommates came in to give me the lowdown on what happened and I was in shock.
Apparently, Aggro Lady walked me home, ahead of the rest of the group.
My roommates came home and walked in on her, on top of a passed out me.
This lady was big.
Like, bigger than me big.
And to this day I dont find bigger women attractive.
To this day I get uncomfortable around bigger women.
Its been a few years but I still get flashes of images that…arent pretty.
And if youre wondering, yes I immediately got myself checked and thankfully Im clean.
PapaSmurfOrochi
12.
He asked me to put my mouth on his penis, and hed do the same for me.
Ive never felt more ashamed in my life.
When I was 6 years old, my family went through a really rough patch.
I dont remember the reason, but my family needed a place for me to stay during the week.
I got to my best, and only, friends house that night.
He asked to see me naked.
He was my only friend and I didnt really know what to do, so I said OK.
He asked me to put my mouth on his penis, and hed do the same for me.
Ive never felt more ashamed in my life.
He was my only friend so I didnt want to say no.
I remember nearly having anxiety attacks when the sexual abuse people would come to our school.
I thought I was going to go to jail, I thought I was at fault.
For years, persisting into middle school.
I still think about it sometimes, it still hurts.
Ive never mentioned it to him nor talked about it with anyone but my girlfriend.
YellowMarigolds
13.
At a bar some guy grabbed my junk and gave it a good squeeze.
At a bar some guy grabbed my junk and gave it a good squeeze.
I didnt do anything.
I tell myself it was really small and doesnt really matter compared with the shit some people suffer.
So I feel guilty when I ask myself what should I have done or replay it in my head.
ChthonicIrrigation
14.
I spent the entire night getting groped.
I dont have a really dramatic or specific story.
I spent the entire night getting groped.
Literally the entire night.
It was just unbelievable.
canada432
15.
Some hammered 50-year-old woman grabbed my dick through my pants and said some very graphic things.
very much am on edge now when anyone touches me unexpectedly.
unitythrufaith
16.
He approaches me and is very obviously reaching for my dick.
I mention the 1st floor, as this floors bathroom was open to the public.
Im minding my own business playing on my phone, when I hear someone come in the bathroom.
But then I dont hear anything else.
No peeing, running water, nothing.
I said What the fuck, man?
Go away!, and he shuffled on.
He looks fucked up.
Like, on multiple drugs fucked up.
He approaches me and is very obviously reaching for my dick.
I push him away.
I push back again.
He then opens his arms as if he wants me to give him a big hug.
So I did, but a hug with my fist into his face.
He said that hed check the cameras, but I never heard anything after that.
Im always feeling like Im being watched.
Im 32M, and just told this story to my girlfriend last night while discussing the me too movement.
Made me shudder just telling it again.
Claxxx
17.
I got blackmailed into staying with a girl and ended up handcuffed to a bed and raped.
I got blackmailed into staying with a girl and ended up handcuffed to a bed and raped.
All because I left my passport at her place and tried to get it back.
Venichee
18.
One of them found it funny to keep grabbing my ass and laughing.
I used to work in a hotel bar with table service.
It took a lot of will power not to knock him out.
I didnt bother saying anything to my managers or anything because theres nothing they wouldve done.
Also when I was 15 on work experience at a shop I had some guy grab my cock.
That was more shocking, but I dont think it did any lasting mental damage.
Basically some people are assholes, and it sucks because you shouldnt have to tolerate it.
Baby_Dinosaur_Yoshi
19.
I used to be a very physically affectionate person, but have completely withdrawn.
I cant stand people touching me, and feel physically ill from extended physical contact.
Part of who I use to be is very much gone, and it hurts.
Its one of the things thats getting my depression spiraling into dangerous territory.
rjjm88
20.
Id never been so sexualized in my life.
But they just kept doing it.
A couple of times they even pinched it.
classyraptor
21.
The teacher walked in on them groping me and trying to take off my pants.
In first grade, two of my classmates were playing with me before class like we did every day.
I did not grasp the situation and was giggling and laughing like they were.
My parents were called in so the teacher could explain the situation.
I remember my parents chuckling about it, like thats cute.
In hindsight, it was not.
It was really wrong.
That wasnt the last thing that happened to me.
incrediblywittyname
