You werent the year for me and its time to move on.
Its time to let you go.
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Updated 6 years ago,January 13, 2019
Im ready.
Tony Ciampa
Im ready to let you go.
Imsoready to let you go.
You werent the easiest or the happiest and Im ready to say goodbye to everything youve brought.
I learned.
You taught me a few important lessons the hard way.
You taught me that nothing is ever predictable, especiallypeople.
You taught me not to get too attached to people or trust too much or love too much.
You taught me that I have to always guard myself even from the closest people to my heart.
But…..
I forgive you.
I forgive you for all the pain, the betrayal, the unpleasant surprises, and the confusion.
I forgive you for the countless nights you made me sleep with tears in my eyes.
I forgive you for making the happy times short-lived.
I forgive you for not going the way I wanted you to go.
Maybe there is something about you that will help me in the years to come.
However…
I appreciate you.
You still brought me a lot of blessings.
A lot of laughter.
A lot of unforgettable moments and people.
A lot of memories that will make me smile for years to come.
Im going to get over you.
Im already healing from your wounds.
Im already looking ahead.
Im done living in your sob story.
Im done being your victim.
Im done letting you take so much space and energy.
Im done dwelling on all the things I didnt do and all the dreams you didnt let me live.
Im done trying to make everything happen before you end.
I can only hope that this time, you are the year for me.
