When no one shows-up for me, Ill be there for myself.
When everyone else is too busy to spend time with me, Ill keep myself company.
And when there isn’t someone to believe in me, I’ll have faith in myself.
Andressa Voltolini
I dont want to get excited about a goal I know I dont intend to achieve.
Instead, I want to be realistic about where I want to go and where I will actually end-up.
I am not going to push myself beyond my limit.
Andressa Voltolini
Im going to be honest with myself and work with what I have.
So, Im going to do first things first.
When everyone else is too busy to spend time with me, Ill keep myself company.
Ill acknowledge that I need help instead of ignoring my depression, anxiety, or panic attacks.
Ill pay attention to my emotional well-being instead of running away from my feelings.
Ill do the things I love.
I dont want to bury my soul in things that I am not passionate about.
Ill get one step closer to living my dream instead of taking one step back.
Ill not compromise so that I can pay the bills.
Ill not settle because its easier that way.
And Ill not give-up because many people already have.
In 2018, Ill finally answer to my calling.
Ill welcome the love I deserve into my life.
I have washed my hands from almost relationships.
I have cleansed my body from meaningless sex.
And I have purified my soul from pain.
I am finished with modern dating.
Ill be ready to get over my fears, issues and shortcomings.
Ill be ready to be someones other half.
In 2018, Ill make living my priority.
Ill choose hope when theres none.
Ill choose the unknown over the familiar.
Ill choose love, kindness, and compassion over ego.
I am not going to fix myself, I am going to heal myself.
And Im not going to lose myself again, I am going to find myself this time.
