“Me and one of my cousins were banging for close to a decade.
Were both dudes.”
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Updated 8 years ago,July 18, 2017
1.
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I can guarantee that Id kick the ass of anyone who tried to do that to my kids.
Those people are despicable and subhuman.
Its not hard to have the self-control to not rape someone.
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That should be expected of everyone.
The fact, however, remains that I have attractions and urges that are unhealthy and unwanted.
But I have a job.
I cant risk losing all of that.
bourgeoisie-n-fries
2.
Me and one of my cousins were banging for close to a decade.
Me and one of my cousins were banging for close to a decade.
Luckily no one got pregnant.
Probably because were both dudes.
kskr0108
3.
Me and my beautiful female cousin had sex.
We heard that all the time growing up and we agreed with it.
So we had sex.
picksandchooses
4.
I am 24 now and have told one counselor and my current S/O.
I have never told my family and I do not think she has.
I am a male and the stigma that comes with this is very troubling.
I am also quite troubled by this in general.
dancindinosaur9
5.
The wrong brother died two years ago.
My younger brother was sweet, caring and patient.
He has fucked up his body through an addiction to prescription painkillers but my parents will never see it.
I was six and my brother was a teenager.
402266
6.
When I was doing my undergraduate degree, I worked as a prostitute for several months.
When I was doing my undergraduate degree, I worked as a prostitute for several months.
I did not really need the money.
I had a decent scholarship; I wanted the experience.
I worked out of a legal brothel.
I gave up when I got bored with it.
showerofpetals
7.
I didnt actually graduate from college.
My parents think I graduated college.
I feel guilty so I just play along.
Ruftop
8.
They dont know why I pass out at the sight of blood.
Ive been passing out a lot lately at the sight of any blood, even a scratch.
My family says Im getting sensitive, that Im turning into a wuss.
There was so much blood…I never told them.
Thundercat720
9.
I talked my mom out of a suicide attempt, and she doesnt know it was me.
That I talked my mom out of a suicide attempt.
I volunteer at a suicide hotline.
I often take calls from people on the brink of jumping or pulling the trigger.
Everyone who calls us are anonymous to us on the caller display.
Funnily enough she mentioned that I sounded familiar, like her son.
She told me no, at least I feel like Im confessing to a person I love.
Then she went on about her failed adulthood.
A husband she didnt love anymore.
Rapes by her now-deceased father etc.
I called my dad right after asking him where mom was.
She had apparently just walked in the door when I called.
Knowing their house, she mustve been in the shed (dads man cave).
I dont know if she knew it was me or not.
But she hasnt mentioned anything and Im not going to.
NoobInTheMaking
10.
My uncle is a rapist.
I know my uncle Joe is a rapist.
Joe is a close family friend.
Hes been around my whole life.
I just thought he was being a dick.
In the 1980s, there was a bunch of unreported rapes in our town.
It was an open secret.
My father dismissed him, told him he was a liar.
I went away for a couple of months and came back.
Someone told me Carmen was accusing Joe of rape.
Joe denied having sex with her.
Shed went to the cops.
Nothing had been done but the rumors got out.
So I went to the police and gave a statement about that night and what I heard.
Joe was questioned but it didnt go anywhere.
My father wouldnt forgive me if he knew.
amylid
11.
I feel like I live a life of quiet desperation.
I am pretty deeply unhappy.
I dont think anyone in my circle of friends/family knows this.
I feel like I live a life of quiet desperation.
BurnedOut_ITGuy
12.
I want to die most of the time.
That fact that I want to die most of the time.
Chicken-poxer
13.
I have this weird hatred of my vagina.
That I have this weird hatred of my vagina.
I hate talking about, looking at, often touching it.
It makes me so uncomfortable.
I dont even like my SO to see it.
I cry when anyone gets near it or it has to be looked at.
I dont want them to touch or look at it.
I feel like a freak, and I dont understand why Im like this.
XvPandaPrincessvX
14.
I might be homeless before summer is over.
Im trying to prevent all that, but my options are extremely limited.
tatsuedoa
15.
Im depressed to the point of not wanting to live anymore.
That Im depressed to the point of not wanting to live anymore.
My wife is my best friend, but our marriage is coming to an end (my doing).
Ive seen a lot of hurt in my 37 years and Im tired of it.
pizzaowp
16.
I am screaming inside.
That while I keep my Dont give a fuck attitude, I am screaming inside.
I honestly cant take it much longer.
csoulr666
17.
Ive been secretly planning my suicide for several years.
Ive been secretly planning my suicide for several years.
Its almost time has been my personal mantra for the last year.
Also I lived for so long without treatment that Ive developed a very thick emotional callus.
It will look like natural causes.
Ive done my research (wolfram alpha and the old A.S.H.
The actual method will leave no evidence, though I doubt anyone would really investigate.
Tldr = Im going to kill myself in about a year.
Ive been planning it for several years to ensure that my family is taken care of.
throwaway_495219
18.
I will be totally disabled in 6-7 years.
I have a progressive neurological disorder.
I will be totally disabled in 6-7 years.
My symptoms have started progressing to the point that they are starting to notice something is wrong.
What sucks is that we are starting to implement our retirement plans for 10 years from now.
:( For now, I am upright, working, can take care of my bodily functions.
shinyt6hrowaway
19.
I lived in my car for a year and stole food to get by.
I lived in my car for a year.
I have bipolar disorder, but I spent years avoiding any kind of treatment.
I was also unemployed for a decent stretch of time, and stole food from Walmart to get by.
tcinternet
20.
In my teens I tried to commit suicide several times.
In my teens I got to such a depressed state that I tried to commit suicide several times.
The note already written, including the guest list for my funeral.
I survived every time.
Now, I am known for my positivity and my commitment to life.
I just cannot put them up with the guilt.
commitmenttolife123
21.
My neighbor anally raped me when I was about 8 or 9.
At first it was small things like touching each other and the occasional squeezing.
It went on for about an hour and then everything ended.
At this point my whole world changed.
I became more withdrawn, although my parents didnt notice or my siblings.
I am still friends with their siblings but I could never go near that person ever again.
I have nightmares about it every so often because of it, but I cant ever forget it.
I have only told three other people, one was my girlfriend and the others were some close friends.
I have a hard time trusting people and connecting with them emotionally.
Now I have a severe case of depression and have attempted to kill myself multiple times.
ThrowAway654287
22.
My gynecologist raped me in an exam room.
Im heartbroken and damaged.
My gynecologist raped me in an exam room.
I have an amazing family husband and children.
I can never ever ever tell my husband.
I dont know how to move past it?
illneverforget2015
23.
I am in an abusive relationship.
I am in an abusive relationship…in fact, no one knows.
My mum hates my fiance but she truly doesnt know how he is.
She just thinks he isnt good enough for me.
I seem to have everything anyone could want like a fast car and credit cards and nice clothing.
It was a surprise engagement.
I knew about the trip.
But years ago I should have stayed gone the first time.
He is very jealous and insecure.
He threatens to kill himself if I leave.
He has grabbed me and thrown me into the bed and the hard flooring that he has downstairs.
He is upset I am going to college.
I offended him because I had sounded mad, but I apologized profusely and assured him I wasnt.
This escalated into him driving erratically down the motorway.
I am scared of him and all day Ive been in the house while hes at work.
Ive gotten sick a few times.
My mother has hit me and so has my eldest brother.
My youngest brother doesnt care enough to get involved.
I have self-harmed in attempt to feel something other than…this, and in attempt to commit suicide.
My family doesnt know that but I have dark scars on my arms I hide.
I feel so lonely and I often imagine disappearing or going somewhere nice and dying.
When I was at a beach this summer, I wanted to drown in the ocean and float away.
Sorry for the length.
Im shaking typing this because Im scared hell find out.
It feels better to admit this here than to anyone else.
