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Updated 8 years ago,October 9, 2017
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My pharmacy is out of stock of my medication until Monday.
DJPoN3
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The voice tells me to kill people at my school and that I am superior to them.
That its just natural selection to kill them.
He also tells me God is dead and not to believe in Him.
Flickr /Porsche Brosseau
He tells me I am God.
I hear one male voice distinctly and the rest is just faint whispering and deep breathes.
The voice tells me to kill people at my school and that I am superior to them.
That its just natural selection to kill them.
He also tells me God is dead and not to believe in Him.
He tells me I am God.
Its a pretty disconcerting disorder.
FeignedFuck
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FUCKING KILL YOURSELF!!!
People are standing around talking about there normal stuff, kids, shopping, weekend plans etc….
I smile say Im excited for the weekend as well its always nice to see my friends.
Its so normal and between every breath….. FUCKING KILL YOURSELF!!!
Kill yourself Kill yourself.
FUCKING DIE!!!
Man starts breathing down my neck, he moves away before I can see him…..
Stands in the corner.
Why the fuck do you try?
This weekend…. kill yourself.
Why dont we get that gun, its easy.
I work with a vampire I cant stand her.
She steals energy from everyone around her.
Shes selfish and evil.
Hes back behind me.
My side hurt, he stands behind me breathing.
Kill yourself Kill yourself.
kill yourself Kill yourself.
Kill yourself Kill yourself.
kill yourself Kill yourself.
Kill yourself Kill yourself.
kill yourself Kill yourself.
Kill yourself Kill yourself.
kill yourself Kill yourself.
Oh, I wish I was like you.
My coworker says, Your just so calm and together all the time I wish I knew your secret.
Kill yourself I smile Kill yourself.
I say thank you and living life in each moment can make anything easy.
throthrothroa
4.
I have three androgynous voices.
One that tells me constantly how worthless I am and how I should just kill myself.
I have three androgynous voices.
One that tells me constantly how worthless I am and how I should just kill myself.
Svenly1
5.
Kids clapping and cheering.
Kids clapping and cheering.
They keep clapping and clapping and laughing, like in a playground.
Every hour of every day of my life.
numandina
6.
Most of the time I hear a little girl crying and whispering.
Most of the time I hear a little girl crying and whispering.
Or very heavy breathing.
I see a tall man who just stands in the corners sometimes.
Scares the fuck out of me.
brennakelsey
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Chupathingy1
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Two voices, both male.
One tends to be sadistic.
Two voices, both male.
One tends to be sadistic, as the other is usually encouraging.
I have reached the point where I can tone them out, and completely forget theyre there.
DerpyMcDerpants
9.
I hear one single man.
Constantly giving me ideas of death and destruction.
I hear one single man.
Constantly giving me ideas of death and destruction.
He has a very deep voice and is there more often than not.
I hear shrill screams every night.
As if my neighbor is getting stabbed or something.
I used to ask my girlfriend if she heard it too when that first started.
I used to wake up in the middle of the night and tell her he isnt here.
I would stare around my room and house like Ive never been there before.
I, would shake and become violent.
The few times I get to be alone in my head is when I smoke pot.
Always telling me scenarios of killing them all, going on a complete rampage and killing myself.
Im Told I am disgusting and a terrifying person by him.
I feel like he is always just right there beside me telling me to kill every one.
Tells me names of guns Ive never even heard of to kill with….It will never stop.
This is my life.
douevenwotm8
10.
A really deep demon voice that says unintelligible words like nachlichin and shit.
I hear several: a really deep demon voice that says unintelligible words like nachlichin and shit.
I also hear my mom yelling my name, not like in despair but like aggressively.
I also hear a robotic voice saying random shit.
25i_nBOMEr
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Thats mellowed as I got older.
Now I hear my children cry and call me.
A lot of sudden and random noises.
This gets much worse when I havent slept a decent amount.
Though I fit most of the criteria for schiz.
Ive never taken meds for it.
Its a lot less intense for me than it is for most people and far less intrusive.
thesnakeinthegarden
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Theyll tell me to kill everything and everyone.
Three male, one young female.
The female voice howls, screams, and cries when Im in public places.
She whispers that people hate me and want me dead.
She encourages delusions of persecution, paranoia, and violent acts.
One of the male voices is the complete opposite.
He encourages me, tells me how much smarter I am than everyone.
He encourages delusions of grandeur, power, superiority.
The other two voices are wild and unpredictable.
Theyll tell me to kill everything and everyone.
My therapists are trying to wipe my brain and make me into a blank slate.
Ive had auditory hallucinations since childhood.
It took years to be diagnosed correctly.
I had doctors say I was faking for attention because little kids arent schizophrenic.
Ive been in just about every antipsychotic medication available.
I was pulled out of high school and put into an alternative school.
I hate the medication but I need it.
I want to live like everyone else but I cant.
Theyll always be with me.
CuntyMcFuckerton
13.
You know how you turn on a TV sometimes for background noise?
I basically hear that.
You know how you turn on a TV sometimes for background noise?
I basically hear that, mindless chatter that I always hear.
I hear mindless chatter, words are spoken…all day, every day.
zomboi
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Noodle0100
I would hear voices.
Just my name mockingly and laughter.
When I was six, when I was alone, I would hear ringing in my ears.
Just my name mockingly and laughter.
After a few times I just didnt make the ringing go louder and didnt have any problems after that… Ive had other symptoms but have dealt with them very successfully through breathing meditation.
Im on a new medication now and havent had symptoms for three months.
Medication is going a long way and have fewer side effects.
This has been a paid announcement from your local head case….
mashhog
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I hear a lot of whispering.
I can never really make out what they are saying, though.
I hear a lot of whispering.
I do my best to ignore them.
I cant stand silence, it gets too loud.
CatThighs
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I usually hear screaming that no one else seems to hear.
I take a stab at put it out of my mind.
Ive struggled with this all my life.
I usually hear screaming that no one else seems to hear.
I give a shot to put it out of my mind.
If Im in a public place Ive learned to just dont act any different.
Dont look around if I hear screaming (even if someone may actually be screaming).
I know people judge people for having this condition but its really hard to live like this.
I also often feel like Im being followed by this shadow that harasses me.
It wont go away.
I cant jot down all of this without crying.
I really wish more people knew about schizophrenia and what we go through with this condition.
I hope I answered your question as best as I could.
corelanne
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Think of a crowded mall food court, all the chatter.
I never experienced auditory hallucinations for years.
The only auditory hallucinations I ever have are pretty bland.
Think of a crowded mall food court, all the chatter.
I cant make out a word anybody is saying, but its very annoying.
atomicyoyo
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I see and hear a young, teenage girl.
She keeps me from loneliness and Im never without her.
I hear one voice, its a bit different from what Ive seen described here.
The voice is coupled with a visual hallucination, so I see and hear a young, teenage girl.
She keeps me from loneliness and Im never without her.
However, she keeps me from sleeping and I literally have to be absolutely exhausted just to fall asleep.
Its a love/hate thing.
NerfNidalee
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I hear flutes; Ill regularly get into conversations with sorta quiet voices in my head.
FizzPig
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I have PTSD that started out as schizophrenia symptoms.
When I was in middle school I started to notice weird background sounds that was impossible to happen.
But I ignored it like I was told to.
And soon they turned into voices.
I think that has something to do with the reason I have PTSD.
You know, I black out a lot of my life.
And sometimes i just black out details.
I remember a lot of the feelings, but not so much details anymore.
And for a while I was completely convinced they were ghosts.
Same with all the voices.
I have never been on medication for it as my parents never once believed me for a second.
They didnt believe me when I told them I was depressed either.
I was such an angry messed up person that I literally had fantasies of shooting up my High School.
Even got blue prints of the school and made and very elaborate plan.
It had to get better… And in a lot of ways it did.
The stress was so much better and it changed.
I dont hear many voices anymore.
They are at their worst when I am doing something that I have a phobia of.
I have a lot of flash backs and my dog is my service dog now.
My dog and my fiance are the best things that have ever happened to me.
And he never says nice things.
I have to really trust my fiance when he says he never said those things.
PTSD does mess with my life a lot and I have a lot of anxiety and depression.
I just do my best to cope and pretend that Im normal.
I have dyslexia).
coltgrimm
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I usually hear people call my name.
Ill hear them say hey or hello.
I usually hear people call my name.
Ill hear them say hey or hello.
I constantly feel watched.
When Im standing Im always afraid there are people directly out of my line of sight.
Also when Im sitting.
I always think someones gonna grab my feet.
I cant go in crowded places at all.
If I do eat in public I need the same server every time.
Im constantly having to delete all my texts and Facebook messages.
I dont know why.
If I dont ill have a panic attack.
Recently within the last five or so months, Ive constantly had a feeling of pure dread.
When you have something bad to say to someone but you cant say it and it physically hurts you.
Thats how it feels, but constant.
And I have nothing to say.
My body is out for rent, to the people in my head if that makes sense.
I spend nights watching myself pace back and forth from a third person views.
Sometimes theyll wake me up to stare out the windows at the figures outside.
Im always hearing people downstairs in my place.
They tell me situations that never happened over and over again until I believe them.
Name Withheld
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I hear a woman who calls out to me.
That kind of thing.
I hear a woman who calls out to me.
That kind of thing.
I take quetiapine and paroxetine and diazepam.
I am on the edge of my seat 100% of the time.
I hear every single noise at once.
I cannot make an emotional bond with any one including my son.
I think about suicide every fucking day.
Gabbergeddez
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I wear earplugs to stop the voices.
I wear earplugs to stop the voices.
I figured out that my brain was processing sounds as voices falsely.
This earplug thing works great.
I can still hear but no more fake voices.
DrEdwardRichtofen
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I hear random muttering of syllables by what seems to be an old man.
I hear random muttering of syllables by what seems to be an old man.
Sometimes I notice myself moving my lips while it happens.
I hear random conversations between 2-5 people.
They speak about entirely random things and last for about 30 seconds.
And then there are the voices that tell me to trust no one.
They tell me everyone else is traitorous and that I need to kill or be killed.
They make me lash out against people, especially my parents.
But my parents are part of this.
They cant help me, they are part of the problem.
Usually when those things happen I freeze.
I took 4 different drugs so far, and currently on 800 mg Seroquel/day.
Its almost the maximal dosage, but the change it started has halted and has started to revert.
I see a psychiatrist once a week and a psychologist twice.
I dont trust either of them.
I hate talking to them.
The psychologist is one of them, and the psychiatrist pretends to understand.
I am alone in my room all day, every day for around seven months now.
They muff out the voices, sort of.
This year was meant to be my last year in high school.
I am the one who finally called for help late last year.
But I feel like things were much better when I asked for help.
I dont believe they can help me, or that I can change.
I will die here, like this.
Alone in the darkness, as I have came to call it.
Some people suggested I befriend the darkness, but I dont see a way in hell to befriend it.
It wants me to die.
It wants me to lie and manipulate, and I cannot resist it.
I am so sick of this.
I cant remember what its like to have peace anymore.
Everything is barely a distraction at best.
I dont know or remember what real empathy or love are anymore.
Necritica
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Theres the goddamn voice in my head that tries to persuade me to try and do violent things.
Do you know the Master fromDoctor Whoand his drumming?
Imagine that, but real.
TheClopDude
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Occasionally it will tell me to harm myself, or do something to put myself in harms way.
I hear many things.
Theres a couple of voices that I hear; one is degrading, telling me how worthless I am.
The other voice is a lot more confusing.
Sometimes itll tell me how Im special, more special than anyone in the world.
Aside from the voices, theres a bunch of other auditory hallucinations.
I often hear static, a bit like an untuned radio, and occasionally a deafening explosion.
techlos
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I hear a man and a girl.
The man tells me things that arent true, or are out of grasp.
But sometimes, he will say things that just arent right.
That I can play god, and that I am god, and everything that is, is me.
I only hear him when Im alone, and depressed, however.
The girls voice is an odd story.
I had an ex move away to Florida about six months ago, without saying a word to me.
Just up and left.
But the girls voice, I can recognize as my exs, Kelly.
Shes the nice one, whom I hear a lot of.
She tells me that I shouldnt fear being alone, and I shouldnt fear death.
I shouldnt be afraid of what lies ahead, but embrace it rather.
Shes also my heightened common sense, if you will.
Like if Im cooking…..I dont know, a cake.
And shes always right, I havent read directions for cooking since I started hearing her.
Nobody knows that I hear these voices, not even my mom, who Im super close to.
I might head these voices, but I see it as a good thing.
Like me and the real Kelly did.
We talk daily, the voice and I.
Through my thoughts, when Im around people, and aloud when Im alone.
She tells me every night before I fall asleep, Sweet dreams, my darling.
When you wake tomorrow, I will be here when you wake tomorrow.
Alt_Rox_HaXer
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He usually urges me to do violent things.
Ive named him Mortimer.
throwaway127789
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Ive heard whispers calling my name that turn to yelling directly in my ear.
Ive actually tried to do an AMA a couple times but, theyve all been taken down.
I have residual schizophrenia.
Its mostly in remission so, perhaps I could help.
Ive really never had very many hallucinations (to my knowledge anyway).
Ive heard whispers calling my name that turn to yelling directly in my ear.
It sounds just like any other external voice.
Ive heard conversations while alone coming from my empty house.
Usually under times of stress.
Ive never had threatening or violent ones.
Mine were mostly while I was growing up so, I suppose I just didnt know any difference.
Id love to answer any questions that you all may have :)
RS90
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I can hear other peoples thoughts judging me, fear there are plots to discredit or ruin me.
On a good day.
Its kind of like walking around a crowded party.
- If Im busy or thinking really hard about a problem Im solving (i.e.
at work or a project) it fades into the background but Im still aware of it.
- If my mind isnt constantly occupied with something (i.e.
boredom) the opposite happens.
The noise increases and sometimes the voices/thoughts become tangible.
Usually preying on negative feelings or memories.
On a bad day, things are much, much worse.
Bad days can occur after severe lack of sleep, emotional trauma or tremendous stress.
Voices become clear and fall into several categories:
1.)
you’re able to do anything.
Fuck boundaries you’ve got the option to rock this shit.
I can hear other peoples thoughts judging me, fear there are plots to discredit or ruin me.
I see everyone as an enemy to be avoided/overcome.
Voices focus heavily on personal failures.
Sometimes there are struggles, but my day to day life is relatively normal.
GeekPhysique
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Sometimes they scream angry hateful things telling me to kill myself or others around me.
Most of my hallucinations are visual.
I see men who watch me from a distance.
Sometimes if I look away they get closer.
Sometimes they scream angry hateful things telling me to kill myself or others around me.
No matter where I am there is always at least one around.
I havent seen a doctor because I fear they wouldnt believe me.
Im not at all expressive in my face or voice so people regard me as very quiet and emotionless.
4theodd
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Sometimes they say things that dont make sense.
I write some of them down.
One example is he cannot these cortexes find.
So I actually haveschizoaffective disorder, which is schizophrenia plus a mood disorder, which for me isdepression.
Anyway Im a bit of a weird case.
My auditory hallucinations are also weird because they arent all voices.
I hear a lot of random sounds.
Ive also heard snickers, footsteps, horses walking on the road outside my house…really random things.
These are all things I hear coming from outside of me.
Basically I hear other peoples voices inside my head.
Men, women, teens, children, gruff old men.
Sometimes they say things that dont make sense.
I write some of them down.
One example is he cannot these cortexes find.
Other things do make sense, but I cant make sense of why Im hearing them.
Its like Im hearing snippets of other peoples conversations out of context.
And theyre really dumb.
I heard a teen girl talking about being picked up to hang out with friends, things like that.
New as of my last episode in the fall is music.
Its actually really annoying because I want to be able to place it but I cant.
One time African drums were keeping me awake.
…thats the gist of mine.
somethingsilver
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Youre stupid and the F word are used quite liberally 24/7.
One male voice here, started shortly after turning 28.
Its very similar to hearing someone just speak, the tone is a little different.
Mostly mean childlike games involving basic psychology or behavioral conditioning in my case.
What I found to help me the most then, was simply exercising my mind occasionally.
Working on my sense of sound like a musician would, learning to distinguish different tones and sounds.
The older-sounding male was always against me.
Always trying to get me to commit murder/suicide.
Well, I heard 3 voices.
2 male and 1 female.
The younger sounding male was chaotic, always switched between being nice and being against me.
The older-sounding male was always against me.
Always trying to get me to commit murder/suicide.
The female was mostly nice.
I heard them as clearly as if they were sitting right next to me.
My imaginary friends disappeared one day, but the voices stuck around.
About 15cm long), because then the voices got quiet.
I noticed that after I got hurt, falling from a swing.
I tried committing suicide 3 times, all times by cutting deeper than normal.
I got hospitalized at 17 years old.
This was the first time someone actually listened to me.
I got medicine after a couple of months, and they helped.
I stopped hearing voices after a while, and got out of the ward after 6 months.
I am now 19, and I havent been able to go to school since I got hospitalized.
I cant concentrate, I cant remember.
ISeeDeadPixelz
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People screaming my name.
Its never the same voices and usually only when I am very stressed.
People screaming my name.
Its never the same voices and usually only when I am very stressed.
I remember hearing it as early as 5 years old.
Frightening stuff for a little girl.
bekah_blushes
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I have three male voices.
I have three male voices.This recordingis disturbingly accurate.
