Suddenly, I am thinking about Cryobanks, Home Insemination vs. ## 1.I am grieving control of my lifes plans.
I had a plan.
I was excited about my plan.
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It is a grief process.
just be patient with me.
2.I am thankful to know that I may be able to carry at all.
Up until this point, I did not know that it would be possible.
Now I have hope.
But I also have the pressure and stress of not missing my very small window.
I am not going to miss this opportunity.
3.I am learning a lot.
Since being given this news, I am constantly researching.
Researching my diagnosis of Polycystic Ovarian Syndrome.
Researching the many avenues for conceiving a child as a woman in a Queer relationship.
4.I do not need your input if your input is negative/judgmental/inappropriately critical.
A lot is changing in my life.
I have always wanted kids.
That includes having a loving family.
That includes having a successful career.
That includes continuing my education.
That includes making a home.
That includes having a passionate life.
And that includes setting the best example for my future children as I can, starting now.
