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Updated 4 years ago,November 11, 2020
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Thats because you only got physical rest but are still in spiritual and emotional unrest.
You never know when its coming, so youre always on edge.
Klara Kulikova
Youre always prepared for the worst.
In the back of your mind, you are panicking.
Even if nothing has gone wrong yet, you know its only a matter of time.
You decide youre better off keeping them in the dark so you start watching what you say.
You start telling lies to keep yourself out of trouble or to keep the toxic human out of trouble.
You might even lieforthem.
You might protect them out of ingrained loyalty.
You swear youre going to leave the next time they hurt you.
Maybe you even have your suitcase packed.
Maybe youre ready to go right now.
Other days, you wont be able to picture life without them.
You will fall for their sob stories.
You will believe you’ve got the option to still fix what is broken.
You will be mad at yourself for staying then mad at yourself for evenconsideringleaving.
You wont know how to feel.
You wont know what you want, what will make you truly happy.
You will realize you should probably leave.It might take months or years.
It might take multiple attempts.
But eventually, you will leave them in your rearview.
You will say goodbye for good.
You will have a bright future ahead of you.
You will be happier than you ever couldve been alongside them.
