Youre careful about how emotional you get in front of him.
Youre careful about how many compliments you give him.
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Updated 6 years ago,September 2, 2019
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So you pretend everything is fine.
You pretend youre having a fun time keeping it casual.
You pretend youre happy stayingjust friendseven though its secretly killing you inside.
Youshouldbe trying to enjoy yourself.
But thats not your priority.
You see to it he has a good time.
You double-check he gets what he wants.
You completely forget your happiness is even supposed to be part of the deal.
You dont let him know you already mentioned his name to your parents.
Youre careful about how emotional you get in front of him.
Youre careful about how many compliments you give him.
You take a stab at come across as chill in the hopes hell like you more.
You start playing pretend with your friends, too.They know how you really feel about him.
And they know youre bound to get hurt by him.
Since they want whats best for you, theyre obviously going to warn you to stay away from him.
You pour way too much effort into trying to be sexy.You shave every inch of your body.
You read up on how to sext and which moves to use in the bedroom.
You go above and beyond because youre hoping youll be able to get him addicted to you.
You overanalyze every look he gives you, every selfie he sends, every text he writes.
