When he told me he liked me but wasnt ready for a relationship right now.
I didnt spend too much time worrying about the implications.
All I heard was that he had feelings for me too.
Sophia Sinclair
All I heard was he might be ready to date me at some point in the future.
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Updated 6 years ago,May 6, 2019
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All I heard was that he had feelings for me too.
All I heard was he might be ready to date me at some point in the future.
I took it as a challenge, as a sign to give him even more if me.
When he dropped out of my world for weeks.I told myself he was busy.
I told myself he would get back to me when he had the chance.
I told myself to trust him.
And then I stopped trusting him.
I told myself not to wait for him anymore.
I told myself I could do better.
I told myself I was done with him.
And then hefinallytexted me back and my high standards flew out the window.
I was putty in his hands again.
When I caught him in lies.Some of his stories didnt line up.
He would contradict himself.
He would look guilty as he spoke.
When I did my research, I realized how many lies he told me.
I realized how little I could trust him.
But for some reason, I still stuck around.
I figured he had his reasons for being dishonest.
I figured he needed a little more time to learn he could be real with me.
When he canceled plans.I was excited about seeing him, counting down the hours.
I planned what to wear.
I prepped myself physically and mentally.
And then he turned around and ruined my night.
He canceled our plans on short notice without a problem, without a rain check.
I was never entirely sure whether he was single.
I was never entirely sure whether he was being straight with me or leaving out something massive.
When he started dating sometime else.He strung me along for months.
He sent a million signals.
He made me believe he had strong feelings for me.
And then he started dating someone else.
He went from bruising my heart to breaking it.
