Instead, youre focused on what could have been and sad about what will no longer be.
I wish you could see the light that radiates every time you enter a room.
Instead, youre locked away in-between those four walls wishing things didnt play out the way they did.
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Instead, youre fearful that the one is getting away.
Instead, youre giving yourself a hard time for feeling what you feel.
Instead, youre angry you trusted and believed their words.
The things that feel so heavy on your chest right now.
I wish you could see that better days are coming.
That this hurt will pass.
All you have to do is allow yourself the time and space to feel and heal.
I wish you could see that things ending, doesnt define who you are.
You are so much more than those plans you made with them.
You are so much more than the idea that isnt happening anymore.
You are so much more than who you thought you were with them.
I wish you could see past all of this hurt.
I wish you could see what a kind and caring soul you are.
I wish you could see how much YOU are.
And maybe you might not see it now.
Maybe going back is what you need right now.
Maybe you need for things to get to the point of no return before you truly can walk away.
Because sometimes being in the gray area is where you grow the most.
Its where you begin to understand yourself.
Its where the most life-changing changes happen.
And maybe being there is just enough.
And I want you to know that that is okay too.
And maybe dealing with everything you know is inevitable is not what you need at this moment.
And that is okay too.
Know that sometimes all the green juices arent enough.
Sometimes all the self-help books arent enough.
Sometimes working out is not enough.
Sometimes all the yoga isnt enough.
Sometimes all you need is to be.
Until you no longer can.
Until you finally need to do something about it.
Until youve exhausted your time there.
And that is okay too.
