GEMINI: Happiness is a lover that always sends you postcards but never tells you when theyre coming home.
Its okay to still be in the process of meeting yourself and figuring out who you are.
You arent racing the clock.
Gonzalo Arnaiz
Because isnt this the thing youve been working towards?
Isnt this the life you pictured yourself living after pulling yourself out of the gutter and onto the grass?
Sometimes the right decision has to hurt in order for it to be the right decision.
Soon youll know if theres anything that needs changing.
However, road bumps and wrong turns aside, you are still a person worth listening to.
You havent fallen behind, youre running with the wolves.
Youre allowed to make your own goals and visit your own places of interest.
And the people that cant love you for that arent people that you need surrounding you, anyways.
Youre unique, and youre a lot more than simply a list of shared qualities.
There are parts of you that cannot be put into words.
Has anybody told you lately that theyre proud of you?
An action doesnt have to be monumental so that be important.
You do wonderful things each and every day.
Sure, your dream is big.
Cynics may have told you that it isnt worth pursuing.
But theres a reason that youre chasing what you are, right?
Its because it makes you happy, and it makes you feel whole.
Your goals are worth it.
Lately youve been haunted by the memories of people that only came into your life to take.
Allow yourself to thrive.
Taking care of yourself still feels foreign, sometimes.
Theres too much societal and social pressure to be fully grown all of the time, in my opinion.
You arent chained to standards or rules or cookie-cutter definitions of being a grown-up.
Dont lose touch with the roots that mean so much to you.
Another ending, another heartbreak, another name written through the steam on your shower wall.
Being kind to yourself is a practice that will benefit you more than you know.
Its okay to give yourself a break.
Happiness is a lover that always sends you postcards but never tells you when theyre coming home.
Even when you think it wont.
Everybody knows that you deserve better from the world, that isnt a question.
How could you, the big-hearted lover of love, be destined for something as ugly as this?
The answer is that you arent.
Large, beautiful, fulfilling things are on their way, slowly but surely.
Dont forget that it wont always feel like this.
You wont always view happy moments as a quick reprieve from the norm.
