I am wildly afraid that I’m not mentally capable of falling in love with someone again.
Not like, sob.
Because I feel helpless and scared and embarrassed and just…bad.
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I feel sorry too.
Which contributes to the bad.
And I sugarcoat them to make them seem like they arent that big of a deal.
5.I am wildly afraid that Im not mentally capable of falling in love with someone again.
6.Actually, Im afraid of a ton of things.
But I act like Im absolutely unafraid to combat that.
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7.I havent actually liked someone Ive had sex with in almost two years.
8.And that last person I liked?
10.Im not proud of myself.
But I pretty much only feel like I have good hair when someone else does it.13.Im afraid of ghosts.
Like, very very very afraid.
But I cant find it.
And if I found it, I would drown it.
I would make it die a slow death.
So like, maybe its fine that this bug is biting me at night.
Maybe thats just how nature works.
18.Im worried about developing scurvy.
Which seems…really dumb.
20.I get worried about everyone moving on without me and being the person who settled.
Today, I ate popcorn for 75% of my meals.
