Id rather not tell you that before I met you, I was the happiest Id ever been.
Id rather not tell you the details of my assault.
We can be united and aligned through our pain, but also through our perseverance.

Jamie Davies
All I will say is #metoo, and offer my compassion and understanding.
Id rather not tell you that before I met you, I was the happiest Id ever been.
I was happy because I did that on my own…and you took it away.
But youll never know the impact you made on me because you dont deserve that.
You were someone I never wouldve given a chance to, someone I could never picture myself with.
Id rather not tell you that I forgave you but I cant forget what happened.
I will always forgive but never forget.
It taught me how to stand by standards I set and never go against my instincts.
Those painful memories were reminders of what to never accept again.
Id rather not tell you the reason we drifted apart.
I dont want you to turn the tables on me as you always did so easily.
I choose to move on without calculating you as a friend… without calculating you at all.
What Ive come to understand so clearly is that my unspoken words have enabled me to heal.
And I will never say that its okay you didnt choose me, because I didnt need you to.