My doctor keeps telling me there there is no good food or bad food.
She says there is just food.
She says you could make room for any food in your meal plan.

This honestly sounds like a science fiction novel about aliens who speak french to me.
Why would aliens speak french of all things.
Thats just fucking lazy.

Everyone on the internet knows that there are good foods and bad foods.
Before the internet everyone in magazines knew there were good foods and bad foods.
I dont know why the people who were buying food to put into our cupboards were buying bad foods.
I grew up and became a person who would never buy bad food to put in her cupboards.
Thats called a food rule and I have a lot of them.
(She doesnt say crazy).
I just want to do the things I think are good.
I just wanna be like a fucking good person.
Thats easier to control and measure.
Being good to people feels very sturdy.
Being good to myself feels like I am a baby.
I feel guilty about needing it.
If I want to, I can eat a peanut butter cup after a meal.
I have a go at just think I didnt feel like eating a peanut butter cup today.
Its strange to give up the concept that carbs are a life or death situation.