There is a vulgarity to all this nervousness and I’m nervous about that too.
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Updated 4 years ago,April 20, 2021
I feel nervous about everything all the time.
In the way it fills up a room.
I dont know if I am crazy for wanting that too.
I want to be away from him while also being with him.
(But never be able to hurt me).
I dont want to think the worst things about men like this.
I am afraid to swim with him, I am afraid I might cause him to drown.
I am afraid he might drown me.
Allegra Messina
I am afraid he might be indifferent to my drowning.
I am afraid because drowning is for people who cant swim and I should know better than that.
I am afraid of so many things.
