You never want to love again.
You never want to care again.
Because you never want to get hurt again.
God & Man
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Updated 11 months ago,May 31, 2024
After youralmost relationshipends, you close your heart off.
You dont want to take another chance on love.
You dont want a repeat in history, not so soon.
Besides, youre still stuck onthem.
You still want them.
You still cant believe they didnt feel the same.
God & Man
After youralmost relationshipends, you become paranoid.
Whenever someone new enters your life, you are wary.
You assume the worst.
You worry that youre going to be used again.
That your heart is going to take a pounding again.
That youre going to get your hopes up high and then have them crumble to the ground again.
After youralmost relationshipends, you want to take a break from dating.
Not that you even were actuallydatingin the first place but it felt like you were.
It felt like you were already in a relationship.
It felt like you were going to be together for a long time.
So now, you cant stomach the thought of cuddling in bed with someone different.
Of spilling secrets during midnight talks.
Of texting back and forth until you drift off to sleep.
Youre just not interested in any of that.
You would rather stay single.
You would rather take a break.
After your almost relationship ends, you realize how easy it is to misinterpret another persons actions.
To only see what you want to see.
You realize that you were probably reading the signs wrong all along.
That nothing actually changed.
That they never actually wanted you in the first place.
They never leave your mind, because youre still in shock that they left your life.
After your almost relationship ends, you never want to love again.
You never want to care again.
Because you never want to get hurt again.
You wish you could switch your emotions off like a light switch.
You wish you could just feel numb.
