I listened to you favorite songs and watched your favorite movies.
Even when I didnt like them, I said I did.
And it wasnt completely a lie I liked anything that reminded me of you.
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I set it on the table next to you before you even had the chance to ask for it.
I let you use my lap as a pillow when you had nowhere else to rest your head.
I played with your hair and listened to the sounds of your breaths.
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Have you seen my book?
Do you know where my keys are?
I just need a glass of water first.
Even when your words stopped making sense to me, I held onto every one.
I washed your dishes when you were asleep so you wouldnt have to wake up and do the work.
I never told you because I didnt want you thinking I did it for the praise.
I texted you every day.
I sent you funny pictures.
I asked about your friends, your family, your goals, your dreams.
I encouraged you to do what you wanted, even when it hurt me.
Especially when it hurt me.
I never wanted anything to hold you back.
I was always afraid I would.
I let you into my life in ways I never let anyone else.
I told you things I dont tell other people.
I trusted you before you even gave me a reason to.
But I never said the words.
