I feel like an idiot, because I misinterpreted everything that happened between us.
All of the extra long hugs, the late nights spent talking, the kisses against cheeks.
All of those compliments you gave me and times you held me close.
Sophie Oatman
I feel like an idiot, because I told my best friends and my parents all about you.
I feel like an idiot, because I thought what we had was real.
I thought that we were just taking things slow, but would eventually make our relationship official.
I thought it was only a matter of time before you became my boyfriend.
I feel like an idiot, because I fell in love with someone that I wasnt even dating.
Because I pictured our future together before we even had a present.
Sophie Oatman
Im sure whatever girl youre seeing now has no idea that I exist.
I mean nothing to you.
I feel like an idiot, because everything I believed was a lie.
You never wanted me the way I wanted you.
You never planned on turning me into anything more than a friend.
I still daydream about you before bed and get the urge to text you.
I still wish you gave me a chance to be your girlfriend.
It wasnt my fault that you decided to leave.
I didnt chase you away.
You willingly left when you knew there was another option, that you could have had me forever.
