Youll be angry I called you an abuser, but its what you are.

Maybe you dont think so, but I know so.

I dont know what I was thinking while I was with you.

healing after an abusive relationship

Camila Cordeiro

I thought I was crazy.

I thought I was wrong.

And I felt sorry for you.

healing after an abusive relationship

Camila Cordeiro

Excuse me while I empty the bile rising in my throat at the memories.

The problem is that I dont think you are.

I dont think you have even begun to grasp the unhealthy disaster that you call love.

So, Im here to enlighten you.

It wasnt okay when you called me crazy and made me feel completely and utterly useless.

It wasnt okay when you demanded I get your permission before I go out with my friends.

It wasnt okay when you called me a waste of space that messed everything up.

It wasnt okay when you told me you were the only person who loved me.

I wasnt lucky.I was in my own personal hell that was run by you.

And what is the most disturbing part of all of it is I let it happen.

I didnt listen to my friends when they told me who they thought you were.

I didnt listen to my mom when she told me who she know you were.

Im no innocent here, so I wont claim to be.

But one thing I do know, is Im better than you, and Im even better without you.

But you were right about one thing.

You were right when you told me I never deserved you.

But thats only because I deserve better.

Sincerely,The Woman Who Deserves Better