And maybe I say that I know better now but then I find myself forgetting everything I learned as I reach out to you.
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Updated 7 years ago,December 29, 2017
And maybe I say I wont call youbut I find myself dialing your numberon a random Tuesday afternoon.And maybe I say I stopped caringbut I find myself watching your favorite showwondering how you feltwhen your favorite character died.And maybe I say that I dont need you in my lifebut I find myself missing your arms when Im all aloneknowing that youre the only onewho could take the pain away.And maybe I say that I wont ask about youbut I find myself trying to find outhow youre doing and if youre okay.And maybe I say that I dont care about your happinessbut I find myself praying you find what youre looking for,praying that you never have to suffer again.And maybe I say that I know better nowbut then I find myself forgetting everything I learnedas I reach out to you.And maybe I say Im already over youbut then I find myself smiling each timeI hear a knock on my doorhoping that maybe this timeit will be you.
Emma Lopez
