Shes going to analyze it to the core trying to see where you came from.
Shes going to talk to her friends and feel horrible for days.
Shes going to blame herself.
God & Man
So as apprehensive as she was she took one step forward.Then two.Watching her back with every move.Carefully analyzing everything.
Know that when you told her everything she wanted to hear.She believed you.And she was honest.
Know shes happy to hear from you.In fact, it probably made her day.
God & Man
When shes asking you questions and keeping the conversation goingShes remembering the little things you say.
Shes probably already dressed and ready.Shes probably been looking forward to this all week.
Shes probably reminded herself dont get your hopes up yet.Just in case.
Hope for the best but expect the worst.But hoping you might surprise her.
Remember how she never ignored you.Even when she was busy.
Because when the only attention that mattersis from the person youre not getting it fromit sucks.
Whatever bomb it is, youre going to drop on her she doesnt deserve it.
So choose your words carefully.
Without realizing at first you were wrong not her.
She might hold back tears at workPretending things are fine when they arent.But she will get over it.
She might turn red when you run into each other.Trying to play it cool.But she will get over it.
She might want to text you.But that feeling shell let pass.And she will get over it.
When you decide enough time has passed and she might have forgotten.Know she hasnt.
When you run into her and she looks prettier and happier.And you suddenly want her.Dont.
And when you get drunk and you draft a text and contemplate sending it.Dont.
Youre the one who made the mistake not her.
