I always think I am not doing enough.
Im the first to apologise if something goes wrong and try and fix it.
However, this is where the problem comes in.
God & Man
I neglect my mental health for other peoples mental health.
I let my niceness be taken for granted.
Because I am so quick to apologise, I am easy to manipulate.
That you are expecting something in return.
Like kindness has a price tag too.
And because of that they regard you with suspicion if youre too nice.
God & Man
Call you names like manipulative or clingy.
Yet are perfectly happy to take your kindness for granted when it comes to things like money.
I am easily hurt because I expect other people to be nice in turn to me too.
And by and large people are not nice, they are looking out for themselves.
So do yourself a favour, and learn the lesson I did the hard way this year.
Learn the word no.
Make it your best friend.
And remember that saying no, doesnt make you a bad person.
It just means you choose self care sometimes.
