This is unsafe for life, honestly.
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Updated 1 year ago,January 16, 2024
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In August 2018 Chris Watts murdered his entire family in their Frederick, Colorado home.
He strangled his wife, Shanann Cathryn Watts, killing her and their unborn son, Niko.
Chris Watts accepted a plea deal in November 2018 and was sentenced to prison for five consecutive life sentences.

Thats why the cause of death was smothering.
After I left Ceces room, then I climbed back in bed with Shanann and our argument ensued.
After Shanann had passed, Bella and Cece woke back up.

In Memory of Shannan, Bella, Celeste, and Nico
Im not sure how they woke back up, but they did.
Bellas eyes were bruised and both girls looked like they had been through trauma.
I knew what was going to happen the day before and I did nothing to stop it.

Shannan Watts
All the weeks of me thinking about killing her, and now I was faced with it.
Bella started to cry and when she did Celeste started whimpering.
What a nightmare this was.
I couldnt believe how easily it was to just let her drop through the hole and let her go.
I heard the splash as she hit the oil.
And finally,
Out of all three, Bella is the only one that put up a fight.
I will hear her soft little voice for the rest of my life, saying, Daddy, NO.
She knew what I was doing to her.
She may not have understood death, but she knew I was killing her.
Dear Cheryln,
Hello again!
I hope you are doing well!
Hows your dad doing, Ive been praying on that every day.
Yes, that petition really blew my mind that people really want to make me suffer like that.
Even if they did ever take my pictures, they cant take my memories.
Do I feel like I should be incarcerated?
For the act I committed, I most definitely think so.
Do I imagine myself ever doing anything like this or be a danger to society?
I most definitely think NOT!
Maybe the laws will change one day.
My attorney team could see I was different and knew that this was a one-time occurrence for me.
So, theres hope for everyone to live outside prison walls.
I know physically Im behind these walls, but my spirit is FREE with Christ!
I dont like saying stuff like that over the phone because Im never certain when they screen my calls.
Thats exactly what happened April 14th when I was lying in bed.
I knew what was going to happen the day before and I did nothing to stop it!
I was numb to the entire world.
Thats why the cause of death was smothering.
After I left Ceces room, then I climbed back in bed with Shanann and our argument ensued.
After Shanann had passed, Bella and Cece woke back up.
Im not sure how they woke back up, but they did.
Bellas eyes were bruised and both girls looked like they had been through trauma.
- The reason the medical examiner found oxycodone in Shananns system is because I gave it to her.
I thought it would be easier to be with Nichol if Shanann wasnt pregnant.
Then I woke up.
Im hoping she comes back!
I hope everyone comes to visit me.
Im trying to see if I can clear my head better before I go to sleep to help.
I like that John 10:10 passage you sent.
I wish I couldve had an open ear to hear the Lord calling me back in June/July/August.
If we run after sin, we wont hear our Shepherd calling us.
Take care and God Bless!