Even though I act like nothing bothers me, I am soft on the inside.
I take things personally.
I am used to being strung along for months and then tossed to the side without a warning.
God & Man
I have no idea how to be a caring, loving girlfriend because I havent had any practice.
I learned how to turn off the part of me that reaches for hugs and gives unexpected compliments.
I can come across as cold even when you mean the world to me.
Dating me is a mistake because I detach easily.
I assume people will grow bored of me so I prepare myself for the worst.
I tell myself no one is going to stick around for long.
God & Man
I remind myself they are going to walk away eventually, even if they swear they are staying put.
I have a hard time accepting happiness.
Even when things are going well I will assume its only a matter of time until everything erupts.
I am a pessimist but I call myself a realist.
I feel like anyone who believes in fairy tales and happy endings isnt living in the real world.
Dating me is a mistake because I have a shit-ton of baggage.
No matter how well you treat me, I will find a reason to distrust you.
I am a skeptic.
I dont believe in love at first sight or in everlasting marriages.
I am the kind of person who laughs at romance movies because I cannot take them seriously.
Dating me is a mistake because I have a short temper.
Even though I act like nothing bothers me, I am soft on the inside.
I take things personally.
If you hurt my feelings then I will cut you out of my world completely.
I think I have all the answers, even though I can barely figure myself out.
Dating me is a mistake because I am uncomfortable with affection.
I will not know how to respond to your compliments.
I will not know how to comfort you when you cry.
Dating me is a mistake because I cannot promise not to hurt you.
I will accidentally say the wrong thing.
I will go places without even thinking about inviting you.
Important dates will slip my mind.
I will disappoint you.
I will fuck everything up somehow.
Dating me is a mistake because I get scared easily.
I will hurt you before you have the chance to hurt me.
