You are the only place I want to seek refuge.
It is in Your heart that I will always feel at home.
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Updated 8 years ago,June 6, 2017
I get confused.
Nick Scheerbart
I lose sight of what I really want for my future.
I have a hard time understanding why Im stuck at where I am right now.
Sometimes I wonder if You really know what I want.
I wonder if things are going to be better for me.
Some days I just want to give up fighting, waiting, trying, all because Im tired.
I look at where everyones heading and I cant help but feel like Im behind.
Nick Scheerbart
I work hard in everything that I do, and yet it seems like Im not moving forward.
Im unable to see any improvement in my story.
I easily feel defeated.
I am discouraged to go on, to try harder, to give everything a second chance.
I let my moments of weaknesses overpower me.
But only one call of Your name is enough for me to calm down.
One long silent prayer and immediately I am at peace with myself.
I know I am not yet ready to move on to bigger things in life.
Youre there to lead me in Your direction, when I lose track of where Im going.
Youre in front of me to protect me, and keep me away from temptations.
I cant thank You enough for everything that you have done for me.
I owe you my whole life.
I dont know how Im going to repay you for all the blessings Youve been showering me with.
God, Your love for me is something that I will always be thankful for.
Your plans for me are what I will trust the most.
In Your forgiving, loving heart is where I feel truly safe.
I know I should be patient and trust Your timing.
Im going to let go of my worries and no longer question or doubt Your plans for me.
Im no longer going to strive for perfection, but instead grow and learn from my failures.
Im going to ask for Your guidance when Im conflicted with my decisions.
