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Updated 4 years ago,March 25, 2021
Im sorry for not loving you enough.
Im sorry for always putting you through hell expecting you to be happy and calm.
Im sorry for always promising never to hurt you again yet I always fall back on my word.
Jack Antal
Im sorry I dont take care of you as properly as I should.
Im sorry for being reckless with you.
I dont stop you when I know youre about to fall into a tricky situation.
I dont warn you when I can see the red flags clearly.
I dont always tell you the truth.
Im sorry if I sometimes feed you the lies you want to hear.
Im sorry for not learning from my previous mistakes.
Im sorry I keep putting you through the same situation over and over again.
Im sorry for exhausting you and asking you to handle more than it’s possible for you to take.
Im sorry for filling you with heartache and sorrow instead of love and joy.
Im still learning my lessons too and Im sorry if you have to go through it all with me.
Im sorry for giving you bits and pieces of the love youre capable of.
Im sorry for not being real with you.
Im sorry for not protecting you or guarding you the way I should have.
Im sorry for not giving you a beautiful world to live in.
Im sorry you had to endure all of that with me yetyoure still here.
You still listen to me.
You still trust me.
You still follow me blindly.
And for that, I owe you the world.
It will be nothing short of the love you always wanted.
It will make up for every little cut and every little crack I caused.
I promise it will be the kind of love thathealsyou.
I promise you next time, I wont give you away so easily.
Youve suffered with me more than anyone ever did and you still have faith in me.
And for that, I will notfailyou again.
You deserve the world and watch me give it to you.
I learned my lesson now.
Another heart to resuscitate all the beats that died inside of you.
Another heart to fill all the emptiness that surrounds you.
Trust me this time I mean it.Its the least I could give you.
Youve been through enough with me and now its time for me to make it right again.
