Im no longer the same person as before.

What does it mean to abandon someone?

To leave the one you claimed to love?

Despite All That’s Happened I’m Still Grateful I Had The Chance To Love You

Jacob Townsend

To throw away every piece of history you once had with that person?

I remember, Ive spent tireless nights crying over pieces of us.

Thats when I knew you were my greatest heartache.

Despite All That’s Happened I’m Still Grateful I Had The Chance To Love You

Jacob Townsend

But after you hurt me, I began questioning myself.

I ended up thinking that it was all made up in my head.

I constantly wondered if it was all a lie and you just came to cause me pain.

If I was really meant to be hurt but just turned a blind eye to it all.

I should have seen all of it the first time I saw you.

I should have looked closer, enough to see the danger that was written all over your face.

However, when you pierced your eyes through me, I was hooked.

So now its too late.

Ive already broken myself.

Do you want to know what pained me the most?

Because of you I could no longer love him with an innocent heartfree from scratches and wounds.

I could only save myself the sting of untangling your fingers from mine.

I could only save myself from being more broken than I already am.