I want to be happy on my own.
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Updated 4 years ago,July 22, 2021
I want to be happy on my own.
I want to have the kind of happiness that cant be lost with heartbreak.
I want my heart to be completely full even when it is not intertwined with another heart.
I want to be self-sufficient in my joy.
Because I am still an iridescent star.
I still have my whole world to be happy about.
And when I lose someone I love, I dont want my world to fall apart.
I want to know that I will not reside to darkness or loneliness.
I want to ensure that I will not forget who I am.
Dont get me wrong.
I want to be in love again one day.
But not at the sacrifice of my own happiness.
You see, I want tobelove.
That I wont sink deep down into the darkness if I get rejected.
That I wont feel empty and broken if someone walks away.
That I wont intertwine who I am with how someone else feels about me.
I want to be okay without anyone else holding my heart.
I will let them help me to lift it higher.
I will let them fall head over heels in love with my heart.
But I wont give them permission to drop it.
I wont give them the power to break me or to bring me down.
I wont give them permission to diminish all of the love I still have to give.
Because deep down I know that I am complete.
I am good, all on my own.
And I forever want to have this very happiness that shines from inside of me.
I forever want to radiate the kind of happiness that cant be destroyed by heartbreak or by heartache.
I never want to feel like Im not enough simply because Im not right for someone else.
Because I know that Im enough…I know that Im enough for me.
I want to be happy on my own.
I want to be okay on my own.
I want to be able to dance to my favorite song all on my own.
I will share my heart with you.
I will share my happiness.
I will share myself.
You may lift me up, but only I will have a say in if I fall.
Together, we can ignite a fire.
Together we can be enchanting.
We can lift each other up.
We can support each other every single day.
We can complete each others sentences.
We can fall head over heels for each other.
I will know deep down that I can be happy, all by myself.
I will know, deep down, that I am okay, even if I dont have you.
