I want to ask you everything.
I want to ask how your love life is.
I want to ask about who you are now.
Yoann Boyer
Because I don’t know you anymore.
And maybe you want it to be like that.
But it’s okay.
We were in love.
Magically, wonderfully and desperately in love.
And its been so long.
Yoann Boyer
So long since we had a conversation.
Since you said hi.
Since we even said happy birthday to one another.
Has it really been five years?
I want to ask you everything.
I want to ask how your love life is.
I want to ask about who you are now.
Because I dont know you anymore.
And maybe you want it to be like that.
I understand why we cant say something as simple as a hello.
What we had was something not many people experience.
What we had was something that was rare and sacred.
We were once in a lifetime.
Maybe what we had is long gone.
Maybe what we had is just a fragmented memory for you.
Maybe you rarely think about it.
Maybe you rarely think about me.
Im not in love with you.
A long time ago.
And I get it.
I understand that you dont want to open up the past.
You dont want to pour alcohol over old scabs.
You dont want to be reminded of me.
You dont want to feel that heart break all over again.
All I wanted was to say hello.
There wasnt anything after that.
There wasnt an ulterior motive.
You were a part of my life for three years.
You were my LIFE.
You were my person and my best friend.
So now, I wish we could talk.
I wish we could say hello.
I wish we could joke like we used to.
I wish we could make one another smile.
But I understand why.
I understand why you wont ever respond.
What we had was rare and beautiful and big.
But its gone now.
And we have to leave us behind.
I have to leave you behind.
