Thank you for mistreating me at the end, because it reminded me that I deserve more.
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Updated 7 years ago,October 13, 2018
Joyce Meyer said it best.
She said,I believe Gods plan is the same as being on a bus.
Jacalyn Beales
Upon each stop, someone has to get off in order for you to reach your a new destination.
Well, this stop, he chose you.
I fought very hard to push you away at the beginning of us.
Jacalyn Beales
You doubled texted, sometimes triple.
You were the good guy, the guy that I desperately begged God to bring me.
Everyone around me told me to not pass you up, so I didnt.
I finally became vulnerable and allowed you to love me.
It was an explosion of emotions at first, but those fiery emotions didnt last very long.
I sincerely thought you would be the person I ended up with, but my instincts thought otherwise.
I battled so much with those voices in my head that I honestly just couldnt do it anymore.
You became the complete opposite person that you professed yourself to be.
You were just a lesson, something temporary.
Someone to show me that I can open my heart up and fully love someone.
In all honesty, you healed me.
You picked up the pieces of my heart and gently put them back together, again.
Thank you for bringing God back into my life.
Thank you for loving me even when I felt like the most unlovable person.
Even though our journey together ended, I will always choose to be joyous.
That even though we wont have each other, we will both have another.
We will both find our people and create beautiful lives.
