I went on this way for several months.
I shared with my grandmother that I wasnt happy at my job.
Upon hearing her say this, I felt like I had been granted permission to leave my job.

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So, with my grandmothers encouragement, I felt like I had the blessing I needed.
A few days after our conversation, I gave my two weeks notice.
With hindsight, I can see all the lessons that I learned from this experience.
This tension followed me everywhere.
As soon as I made the heart-aligned decision to quit, all my physical symptoms went away.
In quitting, I freed myself from a situation that was no longer serving me.
I can only tell you that most of the time, I felt bored, stuck, and unfulfilled.
So the question becomes: How can we better manage our fears?
I discovered that with uncertainty comes possibilities.
Mark Twain once said, Courage isnt the absence of fear.
Its acting in spite of it.
May you have the courage to live your truth.
May you have the courage to live a life that youre proud of.