I am admitting that I may be emotionally unavailable, that I still need time to heal.
In taking care of myself for once.
In waking up every day trying to do something solely for the sake of my happiness.
Lisa Fotios
Trying to do something that will bring me closer to my dreams.
For the first time in a really long time, I truly want to be on my own.
Its not a show.
Its not an act to sugarcoat loneliness.
Its never been as real as it is now.
For the first time in a really long time, Im not looking for healing in others.
Im not seeking validation to feel better about my own wrongdoings or shortcomings.
Its okay to realize that maybe you were the problem and start looking for solutions.
As long as youre determined to be the best version of yourself.
For the first time in a really long time, Im not afraid of change.
Im actually looking forward to it.
For now, its asoloride.
