Your feelings have embarrassed you more times than you might count.
You arent trying to cause issues.
You arent trying to make a scene.
Milly Cope
You arent trying to hurt the people you love the most.
You feel everything intensely.
Every emotion hits you hard.
When youre happy, youre thrilled.
When youre upset, youre devastated.
Your emotions are always tipped far to one side.
You feel in extremes, which is why you have such extreme reactions.
Little things feel like the end of the world to you.
The worst part is, youre self-aware.
When you get upset over small things, yourealizeits ridiculous.
Yourealizeyou shouldnt let something so stupid impact you so much.
But you cant help yourself.
You cant control your emotions.
You cant control your own mind.
When your mood drops quickly, you develop a fear of intimacy, of commitment, of love.
You pay close attention to detail.
And when there is the slightest change in someones behavior, you assume the worst.
Your mood plummets before you know whether anything isactuallywrong or whether its only a product of your imagination.
It feels like sometimes bad is always around the corner, something is always about to upset you.
You shouldnt sit around waiting for your mood to change again.
You should be excited with where you are.
You should learn to live in the moment.
You should learn to enjoy your joy while it lasts.
