God didnt make a mistake with you.
He didnt fail in His creation or forget to finish.
Why am I going through so much?
Timothy Paul Smitih
Why does it feel like God isnt listening?
Why am I so ugly and broken?
Why am I fighting these battles alone?
Why do I keep messing everything up?
Falling for the wrong lovers?
Destroying everything I touch?
Timothy Paul Smitih
You cant help but ask yourself if God somehow made a mistake with you.
Maybe you were supposed to be strong enough to get through this life without scraped knees.
Maybe you were meant to be kinder, softer, more forgiving.
Able to love and be loved by good people.
Able to stand on your own two feet.
But thats silly, and you know it.
Because God created you in His image.
When life gets tough its so easy to doubt.
To doubt that God is there.
To doubt your purpose in this life.
To doubt that youll ever get through the mess youre facing.
He hasnt left you, Hes trying to see if youll rely on Him.
Hes trying to love you, but you have to let Him in.
He is there.
And Hes not going anywhere.Trust that.
God doesnt make mistakes.
Hes not going to disown you, or no longer see you with grace and light.
He will forever love you because you are His, even if you dont honor Him.
And He has loved you since the day you were born because you were everything He imagined and more.
When it feels like youre weak, lean on Him for strength.
He is waiting for you, open arms.Let Him in.
Know that the brokenness aching in your heart is temporary.
Know that the storms will pass.
Know that the worthlessness, the unworthiness youve convinced yourself of is a lie.
For God didnt make a mistake with you; you are beautifully and wonderfully made.
Its time you started believing it.
