The battles in my head.
The battles in my heart.
I forget what I need to do to believe again.
Jabez Samuel
So on these days.
Im trusting you to protect my heart when its tired, confused and broken.
Im trusting you to give my heart a break and open a door that leads to happiness.
Im trusting you to detach my heart from all the battles its going to lose.
Im trusting you to win this time.
Im giving all my power to you.
People who will help me heal.
People who will not destroy me.
Im trusting you because I cant fight anymore.
Alone or with people.
Im trusting you because I dont even know how to pick my battles anymore and I amexhausted.
Im tired of trying to prove people wrong.
Im tired of making the wrong decisions.
Im tired of the same vicious cycle that I keep finding myself in.
Im tired of the sameending.
I dont know if my mind is clear enough to think of a strategy.
I dont know if my heart can take any more stabs.
Im running out of band-aids to cover all these wounds.
Youre the only one I trust by my side.
Everyone else is flakey.
Everyone else is weak.
Everyone else is just as lost and confused.
And you always know.You always have the answers.You always have the key.
it’s possible for you to turn any disappointment, any loss, any mess into something wonderful.
you’re free to turn everything around.
This is where I stop.
This is where I put all my faith in you and ask you to fix all the broken pieces.
To transform everything Ive ruined.
To heal every place that hurts.
To grant me the wishes Ive been praying for.
