To be honest, it was kind of freaking me out.
It was as if God was saying: Here he is!
Ive been waiting to introduce you!
Madison Inouye
Stop being so stubborn and skeptical and just pay attention!
I believe that the Lord knows what you need in a life partner.
And so for the past few years I have searched for particular things in particular groups of people.
But I just wasnt finding what I thought was right for me; I was always coming out empty-handed.
Things in my life were falling perfectly into place.
He was my age, and seemed a little eccentric, but kind.
There was no immediate attraction, no crazy AHA!
moment, no bolt of lightning that struck me.
But there was conversation and laughter.
I wasnt sure he was the one and didnt feel like getting into some tacky workplace romance.
Why get my hopes up if this isnt actually worth anything?
Why pretend this is a love story if its really just a summer fling?
I recall telling a girlfriend, I just dont think hesthe one.
I mean hes just a lot of energy, you know?
A little bit crazy.
But I do have so much fun with him.
And he makes me laugh.
And hanging out with him is typically the most fun part of my day… She raised her eyebrows at me.
Every time I started to say something complimentary about him, I talked myself out of it.
Then, every time I said something slightly negative, I mentioned how positive and kind he was.
Meanwhile, I would be internally screaming that he might be able to read my mind.
But it was God.
It was always God.
The Holy Spirit was guiding me to these conversations in the most natural way.
And so I started to follow where he was leading me.
It was getting hard to believe.
It was indescribable proof that God is in charge and he knows what is right for me.
Without Him, I never would have met the person so incredibly made for me.
Its as if God was whispering to me the entire time, Dont worry, hes right here.
This will not miss you.
