Ive locked the real me inside for so long.
It feels like thelasttime.
Its not like all the other times where I took my word back and stuck around.
Sarah Loven
Its for real this time.
Here I am, taking it all in so I can release it all out.
Here I am saying one final goodbye because I know this time theres no looking back.
Here I am learning how to live without you again.
Ive locked the real me inside for so long.
I was forced to become someone else to make you and everyone else here happy.
But Im finally done with it all.
Im finding myself before I find you this time.
Im choosing myself over you this time.
The universe is not holding back this time.
The universe is telling me that this is the end of this story.
This is the end of our time together.
Theres no more room for me here in your heart or in your home.
Theres no room for me here in this city or in this crowd.
Because here I am standing still at the place where it all started and I dont feel a thing.
Like it was all a bad dream and now its over.
I wont allow anyone to tell me how I should live my life.
Its all mine now.
Its all coming back to me.
Im going back home….tomyself.
