I urge you to let go because you deserve to be happy.
I know what its like going to bed alone and wishing they were right there with you.
Maybe thinking back to a time when they were.

God & Man
Lost love doesnt just go away because the person did.
But the past only haunts you as long as you let it.
Youre watering a dead plant loving someone who has moved on.

God & Man
You cant keep doing this to yourself.
You cant keep clinging to something and someone just because.
You cant keep coming back hoping that maybe something will change.
Thats not how it works.
Or worse youll be in the arms of people who make you feel that way.
I would love to tell you one day he wakes up and realizes youve loved him this whole time.
And you deserve to not hurt anymore.
Its no longer someone else causing you pain when youre clinging to a memory.
Hes never going to suddenly choose you.
You have to learn to live with the fact he didnt choose you.
Thats what it comes down to in black and white.
And you cant want something enough for the both of you to make it work.
You have to want to heal to have a relationship.
I know it hurts to let go.
But what hurts more is watching you do this to yourself.
You dont deserve to cling to pain.
But thats what you are used so I understand why you do it.
You just have to get out of your own way first.