Its okay to fall apart when you thought you had it together.
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Updated 5 months ago,December 4, 2024
Healing is messy and theres no timeline for healing.
Its something you do on your own.
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Its something you work through and figure out day by day.
Its something that hits you in waves and makes you realize just how strong you actually are.
Its okay to think that you were over it.
Its okay for it to hit you all over again and for you to realize that youre not okay.
Its okay to fall apart when you thought you had it together.
Its okay to not have it under control all of the time.
Its okay to not be okay sometimes.
Youre not somehow weak because you found yourself crying in the shower.
Youre not weak for having a hard time getting out of bed today.
Youre not weak for pouring vodka on your problems.
Youre not weak for missing him.
Youre not weak for not being able to talk about it.
Youre not weak for talking about it too much.
Youre not weak for pushing through and trying not to cry today.
Youre healing in the only ways that you know how.
Youre trying to stay focused and youre trying to keep your shit together.
Youre trying to tell yourself that things didnt work out because he didnt appreciate you.
Youve convinced yourself for years now that he did care, he just didnt know how to show it.
Thats seeming a little hard to believe right now, especially considering the circumstances.
Youre feeling alone whether youre in a room full of people or isolated to your bedroom.
Youre feeling alone and as if youre not worth loving.
Heres the bottom line.
You deserve more than youve given yourself.
You have way more to offer than what he took from you on a semi regular basis.
You have more to offer than how youre treating yourself.
Move the fuck on.
Breathe it in and let it the fuck go.
Heal in your own time however that looks.
Release your inner bitch.
Shes amazing and a force to be reckoned with.
