Fuck basing your healing on whether you deserved it or not.
Shit happens to everyone its random, its unfair, its disgusting.
Your character does not make what happened to you more or less horrible.
God & Man
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Updated 5 years ago,March 9, 2020
It comes to me at night.
Sometimes Im up late, trying to finish a project that I should not have procrastinated on.
You should call them now.
Sometimes Im trying to fall asleep, almost comfortable, but not quite.
Theyre out there, it screams.
They get on with their lives.
They dont even remember you.
The desire for closure is the worst kind of haunting.
The people involved in the original hurting may be dead, or they may still be very much alive.
But heres the catch: like any other ghost, the desire for closure is impossible to kill.
Ask the disowned children how being vulnerable with their abusive parents worked out for them.
Chances are, they will be even more depressed than before, and thats because closure doesnt really exist.
They will beg our forgiveness and say they do not deserve it.
And we will give it to them, because we can finally afford to be kind.
Heres what I have to say: fuck that.
Fuck wasting your life waiting for an abuser to apologize.
On the off chance that they come around, so what?
Everything that comes from their mouths is now tainted.
Fuck hurting other people because you did not get closure.
Most of us have ghosts that bother us when we let our guards down.
Focus on your healing, instead of demanding that others do it for you.
Live your life instead.
