You either want me or you dont.
You either want the intimacy, affection, caring, fun, and thoughtfulness to continue or you dont.
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Updated 5 years ago,January 19, 2020
Its no secret how I feel.
Hannah Busing
A year and a half ago, you took me home with you.
What began as a one-night stand has turned into something much more, whether you acknowledge it or not.
If I wouldve known then what I know now, I may have chosen differently.
Things seemed like they were progressing.
You began reaching out to me and asking me to come over when terrible things began happening to you.
I was there because regardless of our title, I felt what I felt for you.
I was happy with where it seemed like we were going.
Youve admitted to caring about me and having feelings for me but not wanting a relationship right now.
I was right there with you.
I was very transparent about my past relationship and the fact that I was nowhere near ready as well.
But thats suddenly changed for me.
Its been a year and a half and yet here I still am.
Im still here, and I still only want you.
But things have slightly changed.
You dont reach out as much anymore.
When I ask, you apologize for being busy and then suddenly make the time for me.
So, heres the bottom line.
I want more than what were doing.
But I have to do this.
I need to do this for me.
I deserve more out of this.
So, heres your ultimatum:Its been over a year.
You either want me or you dont.
You either want the intimacy, affection, caring, fun, and thoughtfulness to continue or you dont.
I need you to make a decision because at this point, I.
Make your decision and choose wisely.
Youre either in or youre out.
I want all of you.
You either want it all too or you better let me go.
