Maybe its nostalgia, maybe its loneliness, maybe you genuinely just miss him.
So you reach out.
You ask how hes been.
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He tells you hes been great, that everything has been good.
You tell him things have been the same for you.
Then he says it.I miss you.
And despite how much you wish you didnt, you feel that feeling rise up in you.
You feel your heart race, and you cant help but smile, even just a little.
It feels nice to know that he misses you, too.
That youre not the only one who still revisits the memories from time to time.
That youre not the only one who thinks about wanting to make more of them.
You say you want to see him, and he agrees.
Yet the next day comes and goes.
A week, or two passes and just like that, hes gone again.
That hes been working hard.
That he was nervous.
That he really, really wants to see you, its just not a good time right now.
Let me tell you the truth; he doesnt really miss you.
Because if he did, he would actually do something about it.
That they will finally see what theyre missing.
Yet its time you finally admit to yourself the thing youve been avoiding.
Its also the time to let yourself know that it doesnt matter.
That the fact that he doesnt miss you doesnt mean youre not someone worth missing.
Yet some people just dont realize what they have.
Some people just dont realize the opportunity that is right in front of them- and thats not your fault.
Thats not something you’re gonna wanna feel sorry for.
Because you have so much to offer this world, and you deserve someone who will recognize it.
You deserve someone who will look at you and know the wonderful thing they have in front of them.
Because if he really did miss you, he would do something about it.
And youre honestly better off without him.
