Youve made it clear you need someone and he likes that someone needs him.
Friends dont use you.
And thats exactly what hes doing using your emotions to further his agenda.

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So you settle for just friends thinking youre lucky to even be that in his life.
You build him up like hes someone hes not and you let him get away with it.
If it were anyone else you wouldnt tolerate it.

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Hes not respecting you.Hes not being kind.And he sure as hell isnt being a friend.
And thats not fair.
But you continue choosing someone who isnt choosing you.
The moment he realizes theres nothing more he can gain from this relationship hes going to leave.
And youre going to fall apart thinking its something you did.
But you cant keep someone who doesnt want to stay.
You cling to these moments you think he might change how he feels.
You cling to a history.
Healthy relationships arent dependent relationships.
Have you ever pulled away just to see what would happen?
What probably happened was he noticed.
He came waltzing back into your life like it was nothing.
Playing the friend card just to see what you would do.
He likes having you thereand thats all it is and thats ever going to be.
It doesnt matter what you feel.
Because Im sure youve put that aside to try and maintain this friendship.
What matters is how he treats you.
Chances are your friends dont like him.
That has nothing to do with him and everything to do with how he treats you.
Put your feelings aside for a moment and just look at that.