I dont take love lightly.
I dont play with it.
How can something so real, so precious, be gone and forgotten?
Ehimetalor Unuabona
I always thought of love as something so magical yet so real.
I miss him, despite knowing that he treated me less the way I deserve.
I love him, despite the fact that hes moved on.
I wont forget how different he is when Im the only person left with him.
I wont forget how he held me and comforted me during my rainy days.
And I wont forget how warm his presence was when all things seemed to be so unfamiliar.
Ehimetalor Unuabona
He was my oasis, my save point, my home.
But kindly tell me how in just a flick of an eye, all of your feelings can change.
How can something so real, so precious, be gone and forgotten?
Up until now, I just cant comprehend how a person can do that.
How can you forget all the memories and all the feelings that came with it.
How can you do that?
I remember how low my life was when you were gone.
The pain was insurmountable and I never saw it coming.
The pain that made me feel so alone and hopeless.
And believe me, Im barely surviving.
But I also remember how easily you felt the same feelings for another girl.
It was like being broken for the second time and all the wounds were fresh once again.
Still, Im confused how can it be so easy for you to hurt me, your best friend.
After all those times we spent together, after all those love you felt for me, how.
Just tell me how can you move on so fast?
I dont take love lightly.
I dont play with it.
I am not the selfish key in.
I kept on thinking how can you disrespect love that easily?
I will never truly understand the people who loves and chooses to leave for shallow reasons.
Some of you may think that because of this experience, my thoughts about love has changed.
But no, definitely not.
He hurt me, and love did not.
It was him that tried to taint the image of love, and not love itself.
Love remains true and right.
But I made the mistake in choosing the person to share it with.
I still look up to love, I still have expectations from it.
But not so much from the people who doesnt see the true weight of love.
