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Updated 4 years ago,April 20, 2021
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Worry about what it means.
Worry that something is wrong with you.
Live with this pit in your stomach until you decide you are ready to let go.
Put on music that makes you feel the way you want to feel.
Fever Ray or Joni Mitchell or Lana del Rey.
Breathe in and out.
Stick your tongue out and then exhale roughly.
Do this maybe 5 times.
Enough that you get over feeling silly and instead feel like youve expunged something from your body.
You are a good provider to yourself.
You are doing the best it’s possible for you to.
Now maybe its time for some Stevie Nicks?
Now think about who you were when you first believed in love.
Set the joint down and take breaks when needed.
Hydrate because you love your body like a nurturing mother unconditionally.
Continually roll your shoulders back and let your sternum rise.
Lift your body with hope toward the heavens and your spirit will follow.
Shuffle your tarot deck and absently think about your query.
Repeat the motifs of the prayer you said when you lit your candle.
Commit to opening up.
Cut the deck and pull a card for the tarots advice.
Place it under your crystal.
Shuffle through the deck with the cards facing up.
Find a card that feels like it depicts the way you want to be going forward.
If you want to be the one calling the shots, The Magician might be a good choice.
If youre ready for action, it might be The Chariot.
Whatever feels good to you is the right choice.
Choose another card from the deck that you want to represent the outcome you are asking for.
Remember that you arent asking for a specific person to come back.
Youre asking for a feeling.
Whatever cards you choose are the right cards.
When youre done extinguish your joint and your candle.
Leave your tarot cards under your crystal in a windowsill for seven days.
Feel thankful that you have a scaffolding for which to focus your anxieties on about this issue.
After seven days shuffle your tarot cards back into your deck.
Notice a feeling of confidence that the future is a happy place for you.
Feel lighter because you have left the baggage of the specific future you wanted with your ex behind.
Roll your shoulders back again and deeply exhale and feel satisfied.
